REAL mens room

lol, damn Marco when you want to join the GYM , visit the real mens room again. Miss that sessions,bloody kow whore today another emoish day. Started when i woke up 7 am in the morning fecthing my baby buns, then piff brain jammed and i decided not to go to class which starts at 8 am. Gosh, i have been skipping class for no particular reasons except for my lazyness which could only be the reason why i am skipping every tutorials and lectures not to mention 'yam cha' sessions. Haiz miss the old days,randomly call budds out go yam cha, then putting everything a side and just be happy at that moment, and yet SUper EMOish insiDe lol...... wierd huh, guess what i totally agree with it! ALL MY PASSION in getting a good result are gone, if i dont do something now and then. Well today i am visitting the real mens room again, alone hahah NO friends arr..... swt..., got also dont want to go out......... swt........ why , GF controlled ar.....>>really NO worrr>. then..... parents>>. maybe but not the main reasons........... haiz then what.??? it is myself.. my own devilish mind, ..........keep reminding me that dont hurt anyone's feeling........ and i will just put it to myself taking every respondsibilities that some i dont want to commit too...... lost an Emo partner gain a partner, gain a friend lose a whole group of them, attitude change...... just to protect everyone.......In the eND .......... losing everything you ever fight For hahah............ great ending , there is also lots of sweet moments, but i am afraid of can it last? argghh speaking of that,i am terrified,why cause generally speaking i dont have a Girl friend yet, OMG it is not official , why she ask me,(before that my friend when genting with another friend which kind of same situation then she recall that .. eh remember when we go genting it was so sweet, then i pretend and said did we even go there, she replied damn bad... then i said huh... she replyied remember when we breakup... we not official couple happily saying oh ya, hehe then now le... she reply now also not official........break my heart into pieces..... but then she got said i am waiting relieve for awhile, but the point is, gosh...i still havent got her... lol.