You want to know why?

First of all i aint calling you a murderer , i dont expect you to ask for forgiveness , i dont judge your sincerity , i do trust you, i dont care if you mix with 'him' . But dont you understand me ? Times of trouble where are you ? Where were you when i silencely cry myself to sleep. Where were you when i needed you most? Where were you when i want to talk to you?? Where were you when i want to hear your voice? i dont put the blame in you seriously !!! But i have a limit mind you, i am a human, i need to be loved, even though you are busy with your work i expect you to at least spend a little time to check on me, yes i know you are a stubborn women, i live with that , i understand you! But do SOME FREAKING body understand me? i dont expect any sympathy from any of you. Your on your own now , i dont care if you even couple with 'Him' , even though he's my best friends, is alright ill have learned my lesson, i shall be your past and i shall move one, i have set my goals and desire , thank you, i Have tried my very best, is your lost, i believe people would die for a person like me, the way i treated you , the things that i have sacrifice for you, i reliase today is all a lie. You have taught me how to love another person that i have never love before, and now you have taught me how to built my wall towards the sky. I do not blame you, i blame the relationship , and i thank you for all the memories i that i have share with you, i even cry before ,flashing back those memories, even by now typing this blog make my heart shatter because every morning when i wake up i cant see your face , tears will certainly flow from my eyes but i must move on, so do you .

Goodbye my lover,
Goodbye my friend,
You have been the one,
I taught i would married you,
But you shatter my dreams,
i have taught i could be with you,
But you choose to be a flower heart,
There it goes,
I am all alone,
Chasing a dream that would never happen,

Judge yourself first beside judging people

Excuse me...telling someone everything he doesnt want to hear at that particular time is not a good idea to start with. Dont ever judge me for who am i, things that i do doesnt concern you at all. Doesnt mean that you stick with the person every single day, dont mean you know everything about him or her. Thats true boys and girls.... dont judge the books by its cover. Yes todays theme , Judge yourself first beside judging people , i got it from buns, Yes i agree , we do have weakness and yes we do have strength too. Before bitching about other ppl , well just have a look on ourself. What makes us so different from the one we bitching about, particularity if you are jealous of that person, you are actually respecting him in another sense. What makes you so different if you are a slacker like anyone else, what makes you so different if you are hitting on other girls while your current relationship is going to the end. I mean what makes you so different from everyone around you. Yes particularly myself,
-Sensitive
-Egoistic
-hot tempered
-fault mouth
-loves my loves one alot ( but dont know the other loves you as much as you does)
-Dont like to bitched about other people, it just influence my perception of that fellow
-Easily influence
-Have no confidents

Yes those are my weakness , you think i dont know...... so dont simply judge me before judging yourself... what makes you so different from me, you and i have weaknesses but yet i do not tell you off straight , i am a man who recognize kindness and expect little in return, but still doesnt mean i dont have a limit of emotional burst up. So conclusion, dont judge other people when you yourself dont know yourself well ( When you bitched about other people, other people are bitching about you too)

ps: This is a random msg by Fatty D , which his emotion are easily combustable. ARHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHGHHG I LOve BLoggIng. This is my blog .. i dont care wat the fuck i write inside this crap hole, if you dont like it then leave ! (kennysia)

Msn Bitches

Yes... starting this post is definitely out of force... the anger and outburst... man i hate ppl...who takes ages to reply you... i mean.. if you want to talk to me at least give a constant flow of reply or else stop the bloody conversation ... not to leave your reader patiently wait 5 freaking minutes for one bloordy sentence mind you, if you have that much free time to talk to other friend or watching videos then dont even start the conversation with me first. Yes is like you call someone and yet you know there are there but they dont even bother to pick up your called... but this is worst... because you are starring at the monitor doing shit just waiting for the reply..

Ps: Definitely not the first time i have warned you... it occurs everytime... to those with the same issues pls comment... to those who have other taught pls comment too.. Fattyd: needs some advices... argghh