A night to remember.... peeps.....a day to forget....

GOOOOD EVENING PEEPERS......... HOW's your day....... well mine isnt getting any where...... lol as you can read sooperstar blog, you probably already knew what the heck happen on tuesday 2 am..... ahahah funny shit.... let me clarify some things haha....is whether for you to believe ... Those 'p' are waiting for us to pass them some green bags with our beloved sultans face in it:P the purple one.... as.....'them' keep saying that... anak ORg kaya baru bole mandu kereta Gini.... CCb how many times must i say it in your face .... it's my dads one...... he reply .... BALIK bALAI la..... you dont have to shout if your partner is just right beside you.... "mat'' nak buat report saje.......???? OK LAH settle, smile at the nice ppl in blUe and right after that ...... FARk OFF la...... For you people which encounter all these dont give in so easy.... keep calm.... be nice ..... and never Bribe..... DONT YA seE the' SAYA ANTI RASUAH' sign..... lol ... for all you know, if you didnt do anything wrong beside carrying a Swiss army ( that i found so ridiculous) dont give in so easily... nothing wrong to chat in dA park RIGHT is public property..... The GOldEn RulE..... MARco FARk oFF la..... told you dont go dark scary places at night.... ccb learn your lesson or not..... Always drag me down with you heheheh...... thank god i am there RIGHT.... save your ass from another 'saman' ahahah .... not legally hehehhe!!!!!! BitcHED

Letting go something i would never think i would!

Yo peeps , my heaRt pounding yet again, after a long chat with my long lost budd, izzul heheh thks ya , you enlighten me yet again.... we were once gamers united ... too the Extreme haha , late night sessions on the Net, hahah roxxor MVp killing ahah...... lvl extremely and not forgetting , everyday in school we either talk about RO or wc3 aka dOTa......But now , all my budds seems to have their own life .... i mean a very mature one... you dont see them talking about Ro or DoTa anymore, you dont see them laughing their ass off pawning each other , there no more joy in that, i am the lone RanGer yet again..... brokebacking with myself.... wonder how am i gonna do that.... those were the days when all of use call for clan match.... gosh we are serious like, i even yell at them.,.... not to mention somebody real close...... i was a jerk.... NOw it seems i cool down .... so what you do you talked with your old budds?

1: hey sin hun?? want to hear a business plan??... hahah well about half my budds approached me with their MLM plans... at first it's seem lucrative but after awhile , i see them dose off into something else .... thats why i dont want to start...

2: Hey How are you man?? reply? ok la ..... what you been doing lately? nothing much... just went to australia for a holiday, some UK, USa.... and talked how fun was thier lives there.

3: whatsup derek, you look... fat.... ahhah no offence use to0 it already ..... so hows your relationship...... i would be saying yeah it;s ok.... and yet they will give you a grin.... uneasy look that they want you to failed in whatever you achieve in

haiz.... even today.... meet up with dinesh and adrian, gosh.... i feel down when i see them..... they look so easy... hahah .... i could barely talk to them anymore..... so unhappening of me..... ehhe not to mention i really feel 'kekok' haha like i am sitting beside two strangers. Then when i have the urge of doing my assignment... there it goes..... i went dota instead.... like a drug in me hahah ... so i decided to let it go.... less games in my life..... get my degree .... finish my course fast...and see what god send to me next haha!

life still goes on!

ThiS bLOg SuX!!!....

guess whos here....sooperstar...haha...must guest blog in fatty D....cibai...come all the way to his house wanna do assignment his com kena infected by virus....sohai bitch...must be d/l-ing ayumi la...cibai betul....no wonder everyday neva go college....waste my petrol and time come his house....F la...got 2 assignments must hantar next week....die lohh.....nvm...got Fatty D to teman me....can die together....hahaha....summore help him do his stupid chatterbox....sienzz....now u all can spam as much as you want....fark...i feel like damn stupid...come his house do charity work....no way man!!!....WHERE MY LOBSTER DINNER??....


p.s im back to bloggin for ppl.....fark...i feel like cibai....come fatty D blog promote my blog....

HEHHE blogger down, medic

AHHAHAHA great news peeps , bloody someone gonna closed down his blog! hahahah yeah one down millions more to go! hhahah so alright todays topic is , why does a blogger closed down his/her blog?

option 1: No time
2: Being too stressful to keep up the pace of a professional blogger
3: Just follow people oppinion
4: Heck nobody read my blog , why should i keep writting nonsense

Those are the most common factors that could happen to a blogger for shutting down his/her blog, for me ,i think mine is, most probably option 2/3 haha as i always get influences by ppl easily.SWT is just a blog! why should you take it so personal..... wait you hear what someones have to say..... is it is because of something called 'LovE' literally unexplainable , why do Human does miriculous things because of LOVE......Well to cut things ShoRTs........to my dear friends is better to love than never! You feel Da paIn, the first cut is always the deepest ones, hang ON there budd. First of all i would like to say, farewell goodbye , auf le qua. ahha will miss your kinky jokes, and emo news, most of all the touched of a blogger written by his heart .... .....................Fark OFF la!!!!!! lol.......

From Bad to Worst!!!

GOOOD MORNING PEEPS, well.... nothing much going on today, as everyday i will try to put a smile on my face, regardless how emo my day is, a smile that makes everyone happy makes me happy, well skip college today haha , not because of emo but Dotaing hehe , then go teman my baby buns, hahah these past few days she sUper EMo i mean, marco also cannot match her warth....... i mean seriously, she shouts at anyone she contacts with even the PUPPY, wack him damn hard.(for training purposes) then went tar pau KFC and SUPER nice LEUNG SHUI for her , "ehheh my buns love that leong sui", cool her down a little as the wheather is Freaking *spicy* today, plus today i eventually didnt make her angry and cool her down a little(emotinally). Then the time struck 7 pm, that time i was sleeping with her heheh, she still emo so have to calm her down a little hahha so CUte .... in the mean time my poor little sister have been waiting at college for almost 20 minutes , hahah in my head (gosh i am gonna get butt fucking from my sis ) so i use ss19 route as the summit road was freaking jammed took me less than 10 minutes to get to college hahah , saw mile and say hi to him hehe , well when home after that ayayy ydadad yaya.... end. Haiz isnt that a boring routine, well lets spice things up a little , GOSH my freaking COmp got Virus attack Shit, i mean it was freaking annoying when suddenly you are browsing the internet a pop up poped, WOW momma, those tas tas were BIG.... hehe you get the picture. But all the time you wont get so lucky, it is actually those anti spyware companies the those who puts those advertisement in your comp making a link to clean up the ads eventually you have to pay for it, and dl the program or else it would keep on bugging you with pornographical material or ads! Many of you think why didnt i runned any spyware removal programs, well i did..... doesnt work man.... i cant even get into yahooo... really cau hai.... here it comes again... pop... back ,
yada yda yada yada, hehe when into friendster yesterday, saw my ex gf pic hahah in new zealand heheh, lol..... shs shs she looks ten times well off better than me ahhahah jealousnya hahahah....................... what comes around goes around dude.

ps: Not everytime you get honey... i am prepare for that hahah, i am happy with my relationship and only god knows why! shsh.... thank you ..... i am happy with all my friends(although there may have been some bad times i took my chances :P), My parents, but not myself hahah!

DEVILISH EMO dERek>>> caution super eMO content proceed with caution!

The moon is bright, yet thee never shown the way to my heart,
The Suns might, never shine right,
When jealousy grown, a mens heart darken,
When will it stop oh mIght GoD,

Jealousy, haiz.......... might be a good and a bad thing, jealousy has been my greatess problem in my relationship, well.. i am jealous when she talk to another guy, i am jealous when she call another guy, i am jealous when she msg another guys saying good night muaks sweet dreams, i am jealous when she flirt, i am jealous when she misses her Ex- friends, including EX-bf.... Gosh, what i do..... i said go ahead , go have fun...... i dont want to controlled you, is your life! hahha but this way i am losing trust towards the relationship, you acted suspiciously even when you are chatting online with your friends, i dont mine, but do you have to closed the conversation box when i arrive, it will make me think even more!!! not to mention those are your ex's ......... and you say you miss them, gosh.....yeah i am spending everyday with you, everytime, not complaining if we are too clingy but yeah, as long as you are happy i am , i dont expect anything in return, seriously this is what i called unconditional LOVE, but it really hurts..... deep down, tear me apart bits by bits, gosh ......... END

REAL mens room

lol, damn Marco when you want to join the GYM , visit the real mens room again. Miss that sessions,bloody kow whore today another emoish day. Started when i woke up 7 am in the morning fecthing my baby buns, then piff brain jammed and i decided not to go to class which starts at 8 am. Gosh, i have been skipping class for no particular reasons except for my lazyness which could only be the reason why i am skipping every tutorials and lectures not to mention 'yam cha' sessions. Haiz miss the old days,randomly call budds out go yam cha, then putting everything a side and just be happy at that moment, and yet SUper EMOish insiDe lol...... wierd huh, guess what i totally agree with it! ALL MY PASSION in getting a good result are gone, if i dont do something now and then. Well today i am visitting the real mens room again, alone hahah NO friends arr..... swt..., got also dont want to go out......... swt........ why , GF controlled ar.....>>really NO worrr>. then..... parents>>. maybe but not the main reasons........... haiz then what.??? it is myself.. my own devilish mind, ..........keep reminding me that dont hurt anyone's feeling........ and i will just put it to myself taking every respondsibilities that some i dont want to commit too...... lost an Emo partner gain a partner, gain a friend lose a whole group of them, attitude change...... just to protect everyone.......In the eND .......... losing everything you ever fight For hahah............ great ending , there is also lots of sweet moments, but i am afraid of can it last? argghh speaking of that,i am terrified,why cause generally speaking i dont have a Girl friend yet, OMG it is not official , why she ask me,(before that my friend when genting with another friend which kind of same situation then she recall that .. eh remember when we go genting it was so sweet, then i pretend and said did we even go there, she replied damn bad... then i said huh... she replyied remember when we breakup... we not official couple happily saying oh ya, hehe then now le... she reply now also not official........break my heart into pieces..... but then she got said i am waiting relieve for awhile, but the point is, gosh...i still havent got her... lol.

REAL mens room

emoish derek

OMG today is a fuck up day, i was so bloody emo, i didnt even go college today, eventually i lied to my parents saying that i when college, but heck i go to Gym instead, generally workout there for about 2 and the half hour.......... gosh feel great at one moment but, the feeling or lonelyness weeps in my mind again. Not to say that i had no gf , nor friends, but feeling numb at the moment not knowing what was the cause of it! Sometimes i just feel that , i am alone, everything i do, no one gives a DAMN about it, gosh, maybe i feel unappriciated.......... dont know seriously numb......thats not even the problem...... i dont know why , arggghhh maybe a little dota would help me ! chow guys, would continues my ghost stories another day! bye peeps

Hungry Ghos Festival!

Hi peeps, need to do some catching up nowadaYS, thks to SooperSTar>>>>>>>> eventually lost to him on basketball--rm30 gone for the lobster dinner damn you, then another rm27 for conquer during lecture .. roxxor... but seeing marco car got towed away priceless haah(even though i wasnt there but hearing it makes me feels a heck lot devilish.... serve you right you mofo! , well here it goes , i was in the lecture .... SUddenly a msg came, i tot it was alyna but no, marco is his name on my hp screen, guest what the msg said... fuck man my car just got towed... ahahha priceless moments, after that another msg came.... derek , goodbye my friends............ LOVE you man... serve you right you bastard, heheh park there some more la.... oh ya maybe you are too ROCKSTAR thats why your car get towed lol..... join my club la, but touch wood la, if some shit happens to you sure some shits happens to me.. but wtf just fuck it la, it happen to you first lol ... ahha JK la friends right . K back to the theme today that was just the tip of an iceberg, alright i have some personal encounter that happen to me last two weeks if i am not wrong hehe, well this year ghost festival start early and it has two month instead of one, and also today is officially hungry ghost festival that’s why you seen so many ppl burning papers and all over the streets hehe, typing this shit also making my heart pound like a dog. Alright it was 3 am as i remembered, just talk on the phone eyes freaking tired so when on the bed, the light is off btw ..... alright so i slept for 30 minutes , i was 3 .30 and it was dark and scary , i couldn’t sleep so i was turning on the bed, sudden i heard this whistling sound approaching from outside, i couldn’t be bothered as i tot it was a cat or something, out of no where a shadow when pass me, so i quickly shut my eyes. in my heart i pray silence.. OMg the sound is still there , it was louder than ever before as i could feel that it was right beside of me. I was terrified i pray even harder, all religion came out , i pray to whoever god that could help me in that time> ok the sound just got louder i couldn’t stand it anymore as i try to open my eyes it jus wont let me, then i try moving my arms and legs, omG completely cannot move them i have no controlled towards my body, yet again i pray and i say that you should not entered my body.... suddenly i was awake. Gosh.... my chest feels very hot , particularly my chest OMG, i quickly turn on back my freaking lights. PHew i pray again... out loud hope it would chase away anything supernatural things. OMG the next day i did not tell anyone cause i dont want to be reminded, then i called for a yam cha sessions, and i told marco ,cody, and thee khye ... mother FUCKER they fucking tease me and kept reminding me of that night i was freaking scare you know you MOFOS........ spoiled my day that time....... long khong you guys only u know, some more driving alone... from that time i learn my lessons do not tell any friends who would eventually tease you about it hehehe JKJK but really , guys dont remind ppl saying that it would find u back tonight or something, not a cool thing to do! eheh peace out guys, there another story tomorrow , to be continue and yeah my baby alyna got a new PUPPY gosh the cutest things that ever happen in my life, a siczu(dont know how to spell the breeds name) pictures would be upload soon! peace gnite peeps and pray more before you sleep because is hungry ghost festival!